The more I explore issues of my addiction, the more I circle back to the strangle-hold that anxiety has on my life. I never stopped to think that my behavior and thinking patterns were a result of something that was not 100% in my control. I never stopped to think that other people don’t think […]
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Realization
Anxiety is a bitch. Or, perhaps better stated, I am anxiety’s bitch. I have been thinking. a lot. lately. So much is becoming crystal clear as I make the time and take the time to understand the “why” instead of accept the “am”. I wonder what has shaped me to be this way. Why […]
Crash and Burn. 5a
I blew it. Sort of. I drank wine Sat. night. I wanted it. I thought I would be in control. And I was… as much as a kid is in a candy store. I was filled with a hysteria of excitement and anticipation; a sense of rebirth and awakening. I felt like me… the me that […]